pulse.


"Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart is just going to cave in."
-Ricky Fitts, American Beauty

5.3.08

slipping

help by Alistair Chong

empty breath, screaming suffocation
lost for air, fallen through the ice
struggle below surface of rationalisation
gripped, clawed, torn in binding vice

fear haunts me, grips me
fear, blacker than angel's death
fear thrusts me into deranged sanity
fear flings me over the edge

heart blackened, twisted, torn frayed
soul caught my throat to escape
grappling for light betrayed
writhing, thrashing, harmony is raped

fear haunts me, grips me
fear, blacker than angel's death
fear thrusts me into deranged sanity
fear flings me over the edge

sinful nights of demons screaming
taunting, daunting, deformed in sickness
wake is eternal blindness seeming
this dark smothers me in thickness

fear haunts me, grips me
fear, blacker than angel's death
fear thrusts me into deranged sanity
fear flings me over the edge

fear haunts me, grips me
fear, blacker than angel's death
fear thrusts me into deranged sanity
fear flings me over the edge

On my knees
I pray
for God
to touch me

just one touch

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey stair. this is really good. it's good to let your emotions out despite what other people think. it's real encouraging to me in reading this blog DAILY and i pray that many others will be impacted through the messages that you convey in your songs. god bless your good work!