pulse.


"Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart is just going to cave in."
-Ricky Fitts, American Beauty

31.12.09

the end of 2009

new year's eve by Alistair Chong

looking back
on a year
heartbreak and happiness
tears and laughter
work and play
night and day
i'd do it all again
here's to next year
we'll see you then

30.12.09

every day

how a sun by Alistair Chong

how a sun
can rise
again and again
never ceases
to amaze

29.12.09

some dreams

fabricate by Alistair Chong

dedicate
a part of my life
into something
a world may never see

28.12.09

birthday

a mother's son by Alistair Chong

mother
always there for me
cherishing me
in her arms
mother
always loving me
thinking for me
praying for my best
God, i pray
she'll be blessed
bless her heart

27.12.09

a to z

go by Alistair Chong

here
always something to do
these shoes
will go somewhere today

26.12.09

kinds of days

friendships by Alistair Chong

always a time
to share with you
friendship will always be
cherished anew
so don't forget
when we've left
five years behind

25.12.09

birth

Christmas by Alistair Chong

christmas
we celebrate
the birth
of God on earth
come to love
and to be love
that is God

24.12.09

hypes

she is eve by Alistair Chong

eve of a day
found all over the world
we'll see
snow on trees
anticipating
a celebration
differences will be aside

23.12.09

round the corner

no one by Alistair Chong

well
well
there's nothing to really
do at all

22.12.09

shot and gone

slumber by Alistair Chong

apartment
city high
turns into good times
people you hardly know
but it's all good
half gone happiness
all around

21.12.09

slow slow

battery by Alistair Chong

never repeated
creates addiction
i guess that's why
you get hooked on life
a battery at a time

20.12.09

mavellous

a city by Alistair Chong

sun is high
city bright
reflecting through us all
pavement talks
and footsteps walk
through a life

19.12.09

back when

rewinding by Alistair Chong

enjoyable
tastes will change
phases of CDs
forget and not slow down
so nostalgic

18.12.09

maybe i should

oh right by Alistair Chong

a week before Christmas?
never realised
the hype
never got to me

17.12.09

creative decline

marsh by Alistair Chong

slowly growing
less enthusiastic
slowing down the pace
of monster effort

16.12.09

works

enjoyable by Alistair Chong

new people
in a new environment
things are good
laughter
jokes
and a bit of work
makes for some good times

15.12.09

long long long long days

edge of interest by Alistair Chong

so
what
should i do
now?

14.12.09

10 years from

who really knows by Alistair Chong

result arrives
do i even care
getting what i want
is good enough
future decided
we'll see where i'll go

13.12.09

endless days

whatever i want by Alistair Chong

well
passing time
is a good way
to pass the time
getting rid of seconds

12.12.09

only words

never achieving by Alistair Chong

a goal in life
always set
never reached
that's going to be changed

11.12.09

blank so far

well.. by Alistair Chong

general thoughts
i guess will prevail
until some kind of
event comes into place

10.12.09

dollar notes

this is money by Alistair Chong

money
makes the world go round
asks people to work
do things they don't need to
and give up dreams

9.12.09

completely gone

shrouds by Alistair Chong

well
totally forgot
what transpired

8.12.09

don't miss the bus

well i see by Alistair Chong

time to wake
at earlier times than now
or i'll keep on missing

7.12.09

academic and general

working now by Alistair Chong

work
it's not so bad
a kind of good feeling
to be using some mind

6.12.09

watch this back

every time by Alistair Chong

now
there's really no belonging
no more bother
can't really care anymore

5.12.09

a bit like

that feeder song by Alistair Chong

hanging by
needing some comfort
there's always some in sound
good good sound
always can take me home

4.12.09

apparently

not great at all by Alistair Chong

i guess
decisions i'd make
will end up like so
in a front garden
washed up
not the best feeling
i should admit

3.12.09

right

relaxation to the max by Alistair Chong

much to do
at all
no there is not

2.12.09

pension

we will by Alistair Chong

time to see
where i want to go
what i want to be
these few months

1.12.09

not so crazed

really by Alistair Chong

boredom
ensues
in comparison