no bothering by Alistair Chong
alright to see
some faces i haven't seen
for some time
not so good the context
coming back to school
and the impending doom
-Ricky Fitts, American Beauty
30.9.09
there's also
29.9.09
coming soon enough
glass will show by Alistair Chong
not long until
coming to pass
are the windows to the future
a glimpse, a flash
of what i could expect
or find
28.9.09
i thought
things being useful by Alistair Chong
well another week
seems to leave no trace
of any significant path
at this rate
there seems like
no good end while it lasts
27.9.09
half or not
that kind of feeling by Alistair Chong
in a state of
barely being there
might be listening
but not for too long
26.9.09
NWE
fountains of by Alistair Chong
celebration
good feelings fill spaces
warms from the inside
and keeps the dark at bay
there's nothing more
in a friendship
than gold
25.9.09
instrumentation
ideologies by Alistair Chong
sometimes you don't always need
to have the keys
to open doors and gates
to enter the right place
it's all humanity
24.9.09
to change
who i want to be by Alistair Chong
drown myself in numbers
or find pages in history
opening the minds of the heartless
who do i want to be?
too many ways to go
not enough passion to know
someone take my hand
show me
23.9.09
BL
futures by Alistair Chong
on the screen
plays a part
inspiring me to be more
to be bigger than i am
to take a challenge
use my hands
be the best.
22.9.09
can't be
motivate by Alistair Chong
paper backs on wood
hard covers on the table
turning pages over
looking for some motivation
maybe not in this book
21.9.09
20.9.09
winston
brothers by Alistair Chong
i never chose you, i never wished a wish
i didn't do a thing
but here you are, twenty one strong
twenty one gone
what can i say, nothing other
than thanks for being my brother
you are here for me
God's gift
i cherish preciously
19.9.09
ginza
in the night by Alistair Chong
18.9.09
string
what you miss by Alistair Chong
there are lights that i am missing
sounds i'm running past
without so much as a glimpse
there are sights alighting
all of which won't last
but still, we look for them somewhere
17.9.09
faded dates
things you can't change by Alistair Chong
you can say anything
and anyone would forget
chasing forgotten things
in a world where we regret
16.9.09
memoir eyes
dreamery by Alistair Chong
words are easier to find
when memories unwind
and pick themselves out
of the ropes
entangled in my mind
15.9.09
you know i forget
limited always by Alistair Chong
i find that
we're finding more time
between waking hours
closing eyes
searching for super powers
in a different world
14.9.09
fool
yeah right by Alistair Chong
foolish thoughts
though they were right
always making resolutions
too far past the new year
and now they
break
break
break
13.9.09
infinity in my mind
seats by Alistair Chong
so where we sit
determines how we see
how we see
chooses the men in our minds
and talks inside my head
12.9.09
well that's truth
the wrong reason by Alistair Chong
alright, i get it
lights down
and suddenly the world is right
lights up suddenly we see again
it's all i can do
to keep me from crying out
frustration in these walls
bouncing off like a mine gone wrong
11.9.09
not this one round
extra time by Alistair Chong
so here it is
the start of days starting
when the sun is that much higher
than before
the days of finding dreams
just before the sun awakes
so i thought.
nothing like imagination i had
10.9.09
penning down
things i need by Alistair Chong
there's a place i need to go
but i can't
behind in my days
i'm lost in the past i possess
there's a place i need to talk
need to find myself there
but instead
paying what it cost
9.9.09
all but paper
towers we build by Alistair Chong
ending up near the end
but seems like the start again
funny how card towers
could take a thousand hours
and we take one breath
and watch it meet the end
that's all we are
paper buildings.
8.9.09
7.9.09
forgetting where
soon enough by Alistair Chong
day one of seven
at midnight past eleven
won't be too long away
lights out five from now
counting each one aloud
she'll be here soon
6.9.09
really is
back pew thoughts by Alistair Chong
all too often
needing to find a different way
to say what i have
over and over
all too often
keeping it different
is all too the same
too bad
5.9.09
down where i'm not
up past the sun by Alistair Chong
4.9.09
six years strong
foundation day by Alistair Chong
the stage alight
i am on it and it is alive
this is who i am
performance starts
lights and sparks
these are what i am
born to be
in front of the sea
who i am
who i'm going to be
this end is only chapter one
3.9.09
2.9.09
thinking about words
relieve by Alistair Chong
over the middle
not so hard
hoping it's downhill
easier than the start
just let it go
1.9.09
finding some
breathing room by Alistair Chong
something to read
getting over this mess
trying to plead
over the business
somewhere to breathe
somewhere to breathe
something to feed
my restlesness
nearly there