countdown by Alistair Chong
waiting for the countdown
in this silent quiet room
no one to share
this empty chair
and to see the number zero
ending the year
what a year
-Ricky Fitts, American Beauty
31.12.08
new year's eve
30.12.08
why am i
seriously by Alistair Chong
i forget what we do
that makes sense at all
i don't understand why
i'm here any more
an aimless cause
for nothing more
29.12.08
western bored
back where i came from by Alistair Chong
take me with you
when you go back
there's nothing here to do
flying over
over where the sun rises
just let me go
28.12.08
mum
mothers by Alistair Chong
mothers,
can't be grateful enough for one
thankful for being a son
to a mother
mothers,
giving ever selflessly
such a mystery
is a mother
mother,
thanks for your love
endless love.
happy birthday
27.12.08
26.12.08
boxing day
sale by Alistair Chong
the rush of feet beneath
into the lights and signs
of the street
the sound of the money on a table
of savings and credit being lost in hands
between one and another
it's only boxing day
25.12.08
christmas
baby Jesus by Alistair Chong
the birth of a child
rocks the world
turns it upside down
those who don't believe
still changed unknowingly
on such a night
24.12.08
23.12.08
22.12.08
treetops
the horizon by Alistair Chong
on top of the world
i'm on top of the world
without you here
these wings failing on me
i can see the horizon
but not the dawn
just beyond
because you're not here
like the sun
rising soon but not soon enough
21.12.08
20.12.08
not much at all
swim just swim by Alistair Chong
at the bottom of this pool
i don't hear anything
all i see
is th sun washing in
in a symphony of light
18.12.08
the city
king's park by Alistair Chong
find the place
where grass meets the sky
where the blue finds a dye
in a tainted green
tis garden is for us
i can see the lights
17.12.08
someone come along
what to do by Alistair Chong
sitting here
with nothing to say
nothing to think
just me and a day
waiting for something to come along
wanting for you to join this song
knowing full on
that you're not here
16.12.08
flying
western country by Alistair Chong
west
go fly west
through the desert
and over sky blue sea
to a place i don't know
watching out for me
alone, alone
15.12.08
result
what is it by Alistair Chong
here you are
the future in your hold
are you taking it
or throwing it out cold
there's more than a number
writing out your play
don't consume this lie
they feed you every day
14.12.08
nearly result
who said i wanted by Alistair Chong
one day
until the plane
i don't want to go
but three hours away
i don't think i can do
twenty days
13.12.08
the sounds
rain under by Alistair Chong
i can hear rain
and it doesn't feel like summer
but it's nice to hear it
soothing me down
i remember the train
coming down the line
taking me back home
keeping me dry this time around
12.12.08
where the light is
blues by Alistair Chong
bring us where the light is
i can feel the love
through the music
the notes and light
the blues i can hear
11.12.08
beds
home sweet by Alistair Chong
home is nice to go
but sometimes alone
let's get to the time
we're missing someone with me
10.12.08
you will be
i want that by Alistair Chong
tenth let's go
let's go away
but i miss where you are
with you here
but there's some time
9.12.08
from afar
throw it by Alistair Chong
drive the darts to the wall
the soft thud
all i can think of
is the time we spend
8.12.08
sleeping
morning days by Alistair Chong
staying up to the high hours
let's go to the light
the morning comes
and goes
but let's go for the rest
7.12.08
weeks
forget by Alistair Chong
a week
and i can't remember
what's been going on
it's buried in my head
what's happened again?
6.12.08
5.12.08
end of year
finished by Alistair Chong
finally
the end of a year
what did we do with ourselves
hoping for the better
the next year comes
but now is the way
4.12.08
near so near
soon by Alistair Chong
one more day
one left
until we're free
and the rest beckons over
waiting for freedom
is so near
3.12.08
memory
choral by Alistair Chong
the voices of man
rising up to heaven
nothing could or can
give sweet enough
stained glass windows
tell a story
different every time
2.12.08
i want a hug
ball by Alistair Chong
so much today
packed in my bags
something good my way
don't know how to say it
but it's downhill from here
a highpoint
1.12.08
the results
those kind of days by Alistair Chong
it doesn't turn out how you want
but maybe it's better
to teach you something
so hard to get that letter
but what's the lesson
you tried for no reward
nothing you could find
to look toward