back by Alistair Chong
got to look at the calendar
where did the days go
i swear they were here
just a moment, a second ago
-Ricky Fitts, American Beauty
30.11.08
a while
29.11.08
city lights again
the same by Alistair Chong
another day
another rise
another call
i'm not surprised
another stop
another train
another wait
held up again
28.11.08
taylor
taylor by Alistair Chong
bright wound strings
shimmer and sway
and show the way
into the night
sing a song
music comes along
more than notes
and words and music
this is a way of living
27.11.08
i can see it
just look by Alistair Chong
there's an album in a day
every second i breathe
i can hear words to paint it
every picture i see
shapes onto my tongue's tip
there's a song in everything
the melodies swim through every thought
i hear the lines in the air
there's nothing that falls short
of a song in my head.
26.11.08
a song in here
one for another day by Alistair Chong
you can't stop the plane
from taking off the runway
and i don't know how to stop it
from separating us today
because i'm leaving over the horizon
and you're staying right here
which means it's going to hurt
hurt a lot i fear
i'll write in this terminal
25.11.08
they're old
beach sick by Alistair Chong
what's it like to see the horizon again
after months in the dark
to see the water meet the sky
and the sunlight give water spark
it's a good thing, i tell you.
and what's it like to feel the sunlight glare
off the river shimmered surface
and catch in your hair
and to minutely feel no purpose
it's something. oh it's something.
24.11.08
d string heroes
take a left by Alistair Chong
he said "kid, take a left"
try something different on your feet
than to take the same old way
so down we went the Wooden Street
and what we found
was something better to try
than to follow the leader everyday
and take that right
we took a left against the lines
and found a different station
but ended up perfectly alive
in a better situation
sometimes it's hard to go against
what the traffic light says
but when you do
there's something better for you
23.11.08
one left
last by Alistair Chong
final quarter
the whistle blows
and the ball's in play.
i can't do anything but watch
with my broken ankle
and it hurts to see us score.
22.11.08
lifetime
no i'm no John Mayer by Alistair Chong
sometimes an obsession can be a dangerous thing
but i can't keep myself from this fling
the way i hear the words
and his fingers on the frets make it worse
makes me want to go underground
come out firing all my rounds
and becoming a better man
because i feel i can
21.11.08
your song
perfect harmony by Alistair Chong
so here we are precious memories
by the riverside in the breeze
we're so alive
with your voice inside my ear
no insecurities or fear
you're my lullaby
but i struggle to find the perfect words
or to hold a melody down
fighting to find what you deserve
well this is all i have now
don't take a step in time
this is all i want your hand in mine
hold me
because this moment is everything
we're held in this perfect harmony
you and me
describing all you are to me
such an impossibility
i can't get near
but i want you to know
that i am hopeless when i'm alone
without you my dear
still i struggle to find the perfect words
or to hold a melody down
fighting to find what you deserve
well this is all i have now
don't take a step in time
this is all i want your hand in mine
hold me
because this moment is everything
we're held in this perfect harmony
you and me
wo-oh-oh
wo-oh-oh
wo-oh-oh
wo-oh-oh
you and me
we're perfect harmony
20.11.08
88
in the night sky by Alistair Chong
you see the city
and it makes you feel like more
part of something big
fallen from heaven's door
you take the hand
of someone close
and you understand
what life is in prose
it makes you want to live for more
19.11.08
logistics
such an impossibility by Alistair Chong
finishing is a nice thing
can't stop thinking about it
and how it's going to work
let's just leave this
i'll figure it out tomorrow.
18.11.08
skill
artist by Alistair Chong
art
it's harder than you think
to make things mesh and link
songs
are more than just words
they're harder written than heard
17.11.08
speaking up again
distracted by Alistair Chong
hope i'm okay
a few more til the home way
come already, and just leave
give me something free
like freedom
16.11.08
cycle
broken wheel by Alistair Chong
there was a time when i thought words could weave their magic
but now it's the same to me, i've lost the mystery
there was once when i thought i could write a spell
and send my insecurity to hell, but i was deceived
i can't find the words to say anything
they're the same cliché
i can't pull my head out of this grey painting
it's the same every day
so i find my inspiration in recorded signings and deals
these words i thought i pulled from my head
my writing in hypocrisy, it turns out i steal
in a prison of mediocrity, gets me so damn depressed
i can't find the words to say anything
they're the same cliché
i can't pull my head out of this grey painting
it's the same every day
someone tell me how to do it
if you'd tell a kid
tell me how you see your dream
just like you'd tell a kid
but please don't see the irony
in telling me, please
i can't find the words to say anything
they're the same cliché
i can't pull my head out of this grey painting
it's the same every day
15.11.08
no such thing
dreams by Alistair Chong
dreams
they let you let them in
they watch you falling
in love with the idea
dreams
they dangle before your eyes
they give you visions
and they tantalize
dreams
they cloud your mind
then you're fed with a lie
and you see them die
dreams
once in a while
live on inside
in the greatest of lives
14.11.08
band
last day so they say by Alistair Chong
the start of the end
how many times has that been said?
but it's always heard
before we start and ahead
we'll be in the home straight
and we'll miss the nights we took
opportunities we wasted
and failing to look
for ourselves into the future.
13.11.08
as always
mortal concentration by Alistair Chong
hitting me in the chest
shattering my bulletproof vest
at a loss, what to do
missing you.
keeping find it hard to breathe
without you here with me
that's how it feels
missing you.
12.11.08
chill
spared by Alistair Chong
three classes and i'm fine
school is taking its sweet time
but it's alright
what else is there to do
i'm happy to be sitting
in this room
it's all downhill from here
11.11.08
The Glass Passenger
get me a GP by Alistair Chong
someone get me a GP underground
'cause i think i'm gonna die
i'm addicted to the sound of sound
it makes want want to survive
it gets me Crashin'
lifts me up and gets me Spinning
giving my heart a thrashing
and leaves me to sink or Swim
What Gets You Off?
did you find yourself in this too
or are you just a Suicide Blonde?
i don't know why you do.
can you see the stars, the galaxies
can you see past the cosmic dusted seas
Annie Use Your Telescope,
set your caged mind free.
but don't look too hard
your eyes are Bloodshot
we'll see the stars tomorrow too
they won't run from this story's plot.
watch falling stars Drop Out
The So Unknown falls to earth
and i can hear the shout
as dreams die and pain is birthed.
but girl, i'll use these Hammers and Strings,
A Lullaby i'll sing just for you
The Resolution we'll sing
and we'll find one from this two.
we'll save these Orphans and their fathers
from what we can't play
but we'll find the melody
as we explore these Caves.
someone get me a GP.
10.11.08
Jack's Mannequin
the glass passenger by Alistair Chong
i'm a glass passenger
listening to the sound appeal
reverberating off this glass
and this is how it feels
the shuddering and the life
shaking down these walls i'm in
washing the senses and letting me go
and shattering this prisoner's inn
i'm a glass passenger
waiting for this crystal train
to take me out once more
smooth the splinters from this pain
forty-one days slowly pass along
i'm finding the notes i write
being sung by your song
but it's still a sweet lullaby
9.11.08
one day more
hitting water by Alistair Chong
one day more
ready for this
i'll walk to this edge
i'm jumping in
six feet down and the clear water waits
and i'll hit it with my heart in my mouth
so dive.
8.11.08
ideas
strings by Alistair Chong
songs are born
the words run through my head
untamed children
laugh and play their games
my mind is a mess
just let me put it on paper
these words echo through my mind
no plae to put a melody line
let me press these keys
i can hear the piano echoing my heart
but it doesn't feel just right.
7.11.08
finite solution
desert by Alistair Chong
it's hard to choose what you need
or what we want
it's hard to choose where my feet
are going for once
or to see anything at all
6.11.08
throat
attitude by Alistair Chong
you wake
and you're warm inside
and there's just that feeling
that life is okay.
you sit up
and you realise
that maybe, just maybe
you'll enjoy today.
there's something more than you
there's something to live for
5.11.08
futures deciding
the people by Alistair Chong
the world is in your hands
the future you hold it here
choose and make a stance
or live in crowded fears
who will take the reign
who can lift this weight
and bear it on his shoulders?
time tells, as it always does.
4.11.08
cup
pedigree by Alistair Chong
the race that stops a nation
you can be miles away
but when you hear the thunder down the straight
you can't help but feel your heart quicken
and it goes down to the last hundred
you smile, and watch.
it's a marvel.
3.11.08
biology
relief by Alistair Chong
here goes
coming down to this
each word scartched in
tells the tale of days behind
blue words fill blackened lines
waiting until they're back.
2.11.08
catch it
trains and their by Alistair Chong
a much needed opening
a gap through the dark
the light crashes into this tunnel
and i can see the road
it's longing to be done.
1.11.08
papers
missed common by Alistair Chong
november days
nothing much to say
about where this has been
we'd fall from grace
only to pray
for some freedom within
some people go nowhere